Feel stuck and the Light

"your talking about being stuck and your learning things you don't need seriously man why would your learn a bunch of crap you wont ever need your just getting stuck and one day your will realize no one gives a damn about your crap and you'll cry all day learn Korean Japanese and mandarin Im in a third world country and i don't need to learn this stuff to survive just admit it that you want to better than everyone that's why you learn crap you don't need and end up forgetting about these things and cry i know ive been their i was a nerd geek and i was my parents cunt i had soo much dreams and i worked hard for my dreams but one day they never came true and one day it all failed i regretting spending my god damn time for notthhhinggg well yeahh Reply yeah getting rid of debt is priority for me the thing is I wonder how long I'll have to kept working the 9 to 5 nightmare until it's fully paid."

"people say that i deserve to get rushed because i changed for the worse so i tried convincing people that i didn't change i only changed my appearance so i thought that it was a good time to deactivate my account and move on but i have a lot of haters in school and im afraid what people would say and what they would think i keep on saying to myself that this must be a punishment from god and i keep on regretting the mistakes i made in the last few months i keep on saying to myself if only i didn't get on facebook, none of this would have happened and nobody would hate me for who i am i have lost a lot of friends and i feel very down in my life i am simply lost in my life and i'm about to start yr 11 and i want to enjoy my last year but i don't know how to enjoy it "

"I am living in India My age is 40 years My situation I feel totally energy less and fatigue all day I was never a social person from my childhood but I was doing good in my Buisness until 2006 After that due to various circumstances I have lost a big amount in Buisness Problems started in my life including court cases and financial problems These resulted into back pain and I had to undergo a surgery Due to all this issues I was very much disturbed and irritated and my wife starting maintaining distance and wanted to get separated We had no relation from last 4 years And she left me last year and moved away with my daughter I was trying my luck with another Buisness meanwhile but I have lost interest in life altogether and not a happy person I don't feel any energy and not able to feel happy in any thing"

"my English language is not good but I will try to tell you what is going on in my life l graduated from medical school 4 years ago and since then I feel that my life is so messed up I didn't do anything in my career I've been worrying about it everyday I even can't sleep at night because of that I feel like a failure all the people on batch did something in their lives and I'm stoked at one point and I'm so hesitated to choose a speciality I don't know where to start I feel worthless."

Light

You, God, are my God,
    earnestly I seek you;
I thirst for you,
    my whole being longs for you,
in a dry and parched land
    where there is no water.

Psalm 63:1



" I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want."

http://cornerstonethefoundation.blogspot.com/2009/03/has-god-abandoned-me.html



" it is comforting knowing im not alone, being discouraged and thinking the future has little to offer except more discouragement is no fun, i think this tends to make us depressed and life just seems like a battle ya fight, instead of being joyful its just the oppossite , i say try reaching out to people in need, get out of yourself, read uplifting christian based material even when ya dont feel like it do it anyway , always rememvber ya reap what ya sew more than ya sew later than ya sew, god bless all of ya ,dont give up and remember your not alone, a lot of what i have read is very similar to how i feel , reach out for help even just 1 last time before you do anything stupid take care, The key issue for me was to recognize that when I am feeling hopeless, it's because I am setting my hope in something besides Christ and enjoying his glory forever."

http://livingbyfaithblog.com/faith-and-discouragement-hopeless/